BEAUTIFUL YOU...

The flow of words just comes out whenever anyone's inspired , heartbroken, grieving, lonely or just trying to move on from the past. I guess this is my way of getting rid of these all-in-one thoughts out from my head, out from whatever delusion I am getting myself into. And for the guy, I guess I made this crazy shit for you cause I admit, you got me fixated on the idea that you liked me. You can either laugh at me, make me feel embarrassed, feel sorry for me or whatever, I don't really care. I just needed to get this off of me. So here it is:

BUT!

WOULD YOU...

PLEASE...

:)?

:D

RELAX!

SMILE!

'cause you are AMAZING :) or at least that's what I thought you are.

 OK, here it goes:

You're clearly out of my league,

It's like magic but without the trick.

I'm just a simple girl who can't even dance,

Whenever you looked at me, couldn't help but feel tensed.

You're a crush I can't keep myself not to adore,

Just a snap, you've caused my boring life a tremor.

You're nice and gentleman and all surreal, 

I wanna know you more and see if these are real.

Maybe I am too blind to see,
What your true intentions for me.
Deep down, I am hoping that you are genuine,
And not shallow with kindness from within.

The thought of wanting you wanting me is way too silly,

Because I am nothing but ordinary.

I'm very fond of you, you just don't have a clue,

I think you're amazing, honestly, I do.

Everything about you is sweet haunting,

Your eyes and smile are mesmerizing.

To be with you is out from the reality,

My mind made up such a crazy fantasy.


I guess this shows I am vulnerable,
To having to admit my feelings at all.
Your laughter and lingering glance,
Did you put a spell on me by any chance?

Sometimes I wish not having to crossed paths with you,

I didn't know missing you will make me blue.

But for a moment, I feel glad,

Cause you made this dull life of mine, somehow, not sad.